Doctor rang me today and said they want to 'Forensic psychology assesment' me... damn bros... duno what it means but i said ''if anyone comes to section me ill kill them, ill 'remove' them from my life'' ... he hurried the convo and said '' we will assess you over video-link'' (coz of covid) ... im not being sectioned bros, i wont allow it but i can control my sh*t coz i have been doing so for years, all my life suppressed the urge to .... 'remove' .... people. Its not a new feeling but the Doctor thinks it is and thinks ill lose control... bros, it takes alot to get me raging, u know that, u seen my sh*t... its just the meds strip my 'crazyness' and that was like a cushion so i could tolerate more.
Without that Cushion... i dont like it, Herb helps alot though.
Without known the Herb was stopping me having Seizures, thats why i only 'spaced out' when i was without it... crazy, it was my Medication in a way. Lucky i got on to it haha.
Hope nothing bad happens, my animal is stronger now and more confident (coz its stronger), ill tell the Doctor that i can control it just dont section me u c**t hahaha
Why is it illegal to wanna hurt some c**t? why it a big deal that violence can solve some problems? .... just DAYMMM bros hahaha.. You lot feel the same though so i dont get it, confuses me that your allowed to feel it but i cant coz im crazy?