Heading to the airport in a few hours. Sadly my physique has hit the wall and my abbs look washed out I am lean but look drained. I thinking holding such a low bf % for 7 weeks has finally caught up with me. First show I was very good and lean, 2 weeks after for the second show I was a tiny bit leaner but much fuller, now 1 week later my body looks tired. The last couple of days have seen mainly inactivity and rest I hoped that would fix the look but I think I have tapped all I can out of it. Mentally I feel good and look forward to be done in 36 hours! I have my FT plan ready, shopping has been done to start on Monday. It's going to be great to focus on gaining muscle and devoting my mental energy to business again! On Sunday I will post up final pictures and make a "finishing" post for this log then I will allow it to run for a day or two so any last minute comments questions can be replied to to before closing it. FT training log will start in 3 weeks. This way you can see how the first 3 weeks went.....as we know with all well laid plans it means nothing until you have done it! So this way if I crack and binge get sick or any of the other countless things that could happen will be listed from the get go. I would LOVE to say 100% I will manage and follow the plan to the letter but with so many variables I can't be certain. Put it this way I was shopping the other day and cookie samples were given out (literally pieces 1/2 inch squared in size) I ate one. The chemical release in my brain was insane.....stronger than any thing I have felt before....stronger than any drug you could imagine. It was like a million bells ringing all at once in my brain.....yeah sounds very exaggerated but it was truly intense! Also I am so very mentally tired at this stage I would lie if I said that the second the show is over a switch doesn't flip in my brain and I say "fuck it"! It will be interesting to see what I do lol.