I think I can top everyone here. In 2015 my world and focus got totally smashed. Between the 11th of February and the 21st of the same month I lost both my parents. Dad from an unknown enzyme according to the final medical report and Mam from syrosis of the liver (she had been a full blown alcoholic for most of her life but the years leading up to her death she was drinking whiskey at around 9am and a litre or 70cl a day was the norm. Now I had no other family so that was everyone bar me. I stopped training as I just didn't see the point, my diet went out the window, ballooned from a cut gym body weight of 17st4lbs to 21st of pizza and ice cream. My girlfriend/fiance stuck by me through my self loathing, blaming myself, self pity and all that baggage that comes with my selfishness. In 2012 we had set a date to be married so in 2019 I decided that I couldn't get married looking like I did (it wasnt pretty ) so I started training after a 4.5 year lay off, gear free too (mainly as I knew I was in no shape or even had the right to cycle as my heart wouldn't have taken it!) During the first 6 months I noticed recovery was harder (duh) but also joint pain was incredibly severe. Another long story short, after bloods, tests, numerous visits to the Dr and a year long wait for an appointment with a pain clinic it transpired that I had a rare (in men) condition called fibromyalgia, which is an increasing pain on joints, ligaments etc (so trying to tell myself it was down to over a decade of squats didn't cut it anymore lol). Anyway I got to just under 19st and although I think I could have done more with aas towards the end, it not only saved my selr belief (and BP) but it made me realise that the goal of getting married helped me shake off the self pity and made myself proud. I currently sit at a comfortable 18st dead but going from not training at all or stepping in a gym for just shy of 4 years that was my longest last off. I still don't do the 6 day a week .5-2 hr sessions of my thirties but at 43 I go 3 times a week in a maintenance full body workout but one day soon, with ailments aside Im hoping to get that 30yr old physique back.watch this space and sorry for the thread jack!