Im up in the air with it all tbh.
I give less of a fuck about the gear side than i ever have. Mainly down to switching to powerlifting and less concern on how i look and muscle.
Basically all of this year was done on test only, odd oral pre wo.
I used lower and lower doses as the year went on.
Havnt jabbed in 3 weeks now and probably won't till jan.
The health side never really bothered me, apart from now ive got kids. I can't help but feel selfish alot of the time..
That's not a knock on anyone but for me personally if i croak it next week due to gear, how will my wife explain to my daughters i didnt see them grow up cus i injected shit to lift extra weight?
As we all know though, its a hard path to leave once your on it as you base alot of your time and life around it, you enjoy it, ive done it 10 years pretty much.
Could always go natural.
But it's like going from driving a lambo for the last 8 years to walking it.
Far more healthy, but alot less fun.
Hmmmm.
I give less of a fuck about the gear side than i ever have. Mainly down to switching to powerlifting and less concern on how i look and muscle.
Basically all of this year was done on test only, odd oral pre wo.
I used lower and lower doses as the year went on.
Havnt jabbed in 3 weeks now and probably won't till jan.
The health side never really bothered me, apart from now ive got kids. I can't help but feel selfish alot of the time..
That's not a knock on anyone but for me personally if i croak it next week due to gear, how will my wife explain to my daughters i didnt see them grow up cus i injected shit to lift extra weight?
As we all know though, its a hard path to leave once your on it as you base alot of your time and life around it, you enjoy it, ive done it 10 years pretty much.
Could always go natural.
But it's like going from driving a lambo for the last 8 years to walking it.
Far more healthy, but alot less fun.
Hmmmm.