felt like what i can only imagine being stabbed or shot feels like. struggling to breath etc etc. drove myself home but the difficulty breathing got progressively worse and the pain escalated. went to A&E and they think i've either bruised my diaphragm or there may be a partial rupture in it somewhere that they couldn't see clearly on an ultra sound. everything is where it should be so they're not "concerned". i can't sit down to take a shit without it feeling like someone is twisting a knife in me. my gut is currently on par with JP's for distention. i am so thankful i wasn't wearing a belt or i think i would have turned myself inside out. fuck my life.