Things You've Given Up

I speak with RMK pretty much every day. And we have some great discussions when on reccies about why we use, how we perceive ourselves, do we use the reccies to enhance relationships or do they cause them difficulties. I think once you are a consistent user, its difficult find the line of who you are when on them and who you think you are when you aren't. The two arent mutually inclusive. Relationships formed in an around recreational drug use arsnt necessarily true relationships.
 
freeline said:
I speak with RMK pretty much every day. And we have some great discussions when on reccies about why we use, how we perceive ourselves, do we use the reccies to enhance relationships or do they cause them difficulties. I think once you are a consistent user, its difficult find the line of who you are when on them and who you think you are when you aren't. The two arent mutually inclusive. Relationships formed in an around recreational drug use arsnt necessarily true relationships.
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But i like it
 
Opiates are my day to day choice of reccie these days. Can’t use coke like that or end up just binging.

what conclusions have you came to @freeline ?
 
spearman said:
Opiates are my day to day choice of reccie these days. Can’t use coke like that or end up just binging.

what conclusions have you came to @freeline ?
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That any form of substance use is escapism. Whether its from pain, whether its to enhance a social setting.

The issue I've found is playing around with chemicals is when you are finally on an even keel you don't interact how you did before beit positive or negatively and more often than not, once you start coming round Thurs/Fri if you arent attacking the root causes of your escapism you are back to thinking cant wait to do it again. For the week you are you, for what a day or so?
 
freeline said:
That any form of substance use is escapism. Whether its from pain, whether its to enhance a social setting.

The issue I've found is playing around with chemicals is when you are finally on an even keel you don't interact how you did before beit positive or negatively and more often than not, once you start coming round Thurs/Fri if you arent attacking the root causes of your escapism you are back to thinking cant wait to do it again. For the week you are you, for what a day or so?
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Yer if i have a weekend off am a diff person after that 7 days without Anything

Not that its necassarily better am just different
 
I am back on the booze because I can't get any dope at the minute.Only use it on a night to get to sleep as my insomnia is really bad and if I get no sleep my anxiety is through the fcuking roof so effects my daily life.

Not ideal but it gets me through
 
RAD said:
I am back on the booze because I can't get any dope at the minute.Only use it on a night to get to sleep as my insomnia is really bad and if I get no sleep my anxiety is through the fcuking roof so effects my daily life.

Not ideal but it gets me through
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Do you have to get pissed type of thing or just like a night cap ?
 
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I am back on the booze because I can't get any dope at the minute.Only use it on a night to get to sleep as my insomnia is really bad and if I get no sleep my anxiety is through the fcuking roof so effects my daily life.

Not ideal but it gets me through
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You tried ashwaganda for anxiety? I think it helps enormously
 
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