I used to resent my job, especially the time ths job takes and bear in mind we don't get paid overtime.....I don't mean we do not not get time and half I mean we get zero ,if I do a 12 hour day instead of my contracted 8 its my free choice but I like being there early as its the lull before the storm, it makes me sleep silly early as does no proper internet.
I'm working today to catch up on my book marking for 6 hours, I live near it, I'd f-all else anyhow.
I am hoping the considerably less duration/volume though won't fuck me but I've had a big break so it should be ok.
I guess getting attention must be high on a list on a lot of our priorities for those who BB for the look.
Money/job I guess has to be number 1 ,the more money the better your life ,the bigger I will be. Don't know if I'd be overall much happier.
Getting back to training I think wil slot in but going from eating f-all one or twice a day to 6+ meals will be hard at first I know it.
Very wary of using gear now above a low to moderate use while thing are stable.