wwwweeeeelllllll, thought id have a quick muse in here while im waiting to go to the gym.
Found out yesterday i didnt get the job i applied for, so back to whoring myself out it is. Been sending CV's to a couple of places again today. There seems to be alot of Buyer type jobs about (hence the thread the other day) so thought id try a couple of them, another sales position also (maybe i shouldnt be wrighting this on my works PC?) anyway, we shall wait and see.
Works getting me down atm too, had to walk away from a £100+K order as some fukers are cutting their throats to keep guys busy. If they actually sat down and realised theres enough work around to make some money instead of spending money keeping guys employed we would all be in a much better situation! Wankers
Itching to get back to the gym today, good sign. i felt pretty dam good after that little deload (or should that be reload as i had a break?) squat session on monday. Might up the percentages a bit tonight for bench. hat having to fart about with sub 100k weights on bench. Its not worth it. Might go up to about 80% thatll be enough not do ruin me after 2 weeks without benching and ease me back into it, so around 130-140kg for a few.
I need a poo.
Listening to Paul Oakenfold album, I miss getting smashed on cheap pills and dancing like a tit. might have to address this.
I actually got pretty emotional about the old days last night, thinking about what ive missed out on in the last few years, mates ive not seen in ages. Why do people drift apart so easily. especially blokes i find. Probably shouldnt have moved from my hometown so readily, but C'est la vie. I have the best daughter in the world and half of them still live at home. Winning!
Right, time for bench, but poo first i think.