Wow, I've Let Myself Go!

Discussion in 'Training Logs' started by Hobbio, Dec 5, 2018.

  1. PLer86

    PLer86 Full Member

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    Had my RS86 account deleted. Then came back a few months later so had to make a new profile lol. Hardly ever come on here now
     
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  2. Hobbio

    Hobbio Very extremely fat Full Member

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    Never had any anxiety on clen, but I'll be careful.
     
  3. Hobbio

    Hobbio Very extremely fat Full Member

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    Little update...

    6 admissions to psychiatric hospital in 2019.
    Went stupid with drugs. Currently clean. I have permanent liver damage because if it. Turns out I'm not indestructible at 42 like I was at 22.
    Heart attack in July 2019. No stents, hardly any long term damage, just a slight bit of arrhythmia. Super lucky.
    Only exercise I'm currently allowed to do is walking. I walk at least 4 miles per day, usually more. Did 14 miles a couple of days ago.
    Waiting for a cardiologist appointment to get signed on as fit for the gym. I really want to be lifting again!
    Weight is 90kg give or take a few hundred grams.
    I'm vegan now for health reasons. Well, dirty vegan really. If I fancy a bit of meat or dairy I'll have it but I rarely do.
    Oh, and I'm back in Southampton long term now.

    2020 goals...

    Get back in the gym! I'll reassess when I know where I'm at.
     
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  4. JB

    JB Top Contributor

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    Hope all is well mate.

    Sounds like you’ve been through the wars
     
  5. Hobbio

    Hobbio Very extremely fat Full Member

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    Still fighting mate. My mental health is fragile and it's a battle just to get out of bed in the morning. Honestly, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.

    I know the gym will help when I'm allowed back in.
     
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  6. flash

    flash Top Contributor

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    Jesus

    I thought this was gonna be a ‘Ive put on a stone at Xmas’ type thread
     
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  7. huntingground

    huntingground King Kenny Competitor

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    Welcome back, get to gym as much as possible, good luck.
     
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  8. Hobbio

    Hobbio Very extremely fat Full Member

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    Got the all clear from the cardiologist the other day so I should be back in the gym next week!

    Weight is 86.4kg.
     
  9. JB

    JB Top Contributor

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    Good to hear mate. Hope the head is in good shape as well
     
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  10. Reacher

    Reacher Top Contributor

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    good news that buddy
    take it steady.
     
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  11. The Red Meat Kid

    The Red Meat Kid Top Contributor

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    Fantastic news.

    Take ‘er easy and keep us updated will you.